Comments on: If Only

By: teddY

teddY — Thu, 06 Nov 2008 20:44:38 +0000

LOL! Everytime say I’m gay… your vocabulary is really limited XD haha! Anyway, faster eat the brownies! But remember to tie the bag up after each time because once exposed to air, the brownies will turn baaaaaad.

p/s: I’ve watched your video and it made me laugh! Haha!

By: teddY

teddY — Thu, 06 Nov 2008 20:43:16 +0000

Thanks Destiny (((huggs))) sometimes I feel bad for having my friends to help because they have their own responsibilities and things to attend to and I don’t want to bother them. I know how it sucked inside out that someone needs your help when you can’t even handle your things well… but then again, I just want them to know that whatever help that they’ve rendered to me, I am extremely appreciative of it and eternally thankful.

Sometimes I feel like withdrawing because I need some time to myself, and people might misinterpret it as me being a big stuck-up :P I shall not do that again. There’s always tomorrow, and there’s always hope.

Your comment really made my day! Thank you so much… take care!

By: teddY

teddY — Thu, 06 Nov 2008 20:33:52 +0000

Relax :) I wrote this entry a few days back in Notepad so I just posted it with a p/s… to say that I’m okay now. Luckily I included the p/s, or else that would’ve made everyone worried. Thanks for your complement, I’m really honoured to hear that!

I do things earlier to avoid the last-minute complications but believe me I’m not that efficient all the time heh! Sometimes I can drag and drag so much so that I panic in the last minute. LOL!

By: teddY

teddY — Thu, 06 Nov 2008 20:31:40 +0000

Really? Oh mans I’ve so touched when I read that… sometimes I find myself lacking of what everyone around me have – optimism. But well you made my day! And the ‘flood’ thing made me laugh! Haha!

Good luck for your revision! I know it’s tough but luckily BS101 is the first paper so you don’t have to worry about it later. Heh!

By: Destiny

Destiny — Thu, 06 Nov 2008 15:19:28 +0000

Aww, Teddy, you’re such a sweetheart… but in truth, that’s what friends are for right? They’re angels that God’s sent to our side to help us through something called life. Though we wish however many times to be as strong as we can, everyone needs help. To withdraw from love and help is to just put yourself in a shell. And don’t live in regrets… there’s always tomorrow that you can buy a gift for one of your friends, there’s still tomorrow where you can express your gratitude to them ^_^ There’s always still tomorrow! I’m glad you’re feeling a lot better!

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By: Chongx

Chongx — Thu, 06 Nov 2008 10:17:14 +0000

you are the biggest gay i ever knew, so if you are wondering if you are a nobody, rmb you are the biggest gay i ever knew=P
and oh if you need someone to slap you i will be more than willing to do so (:
see you got someone who eagerly wants to slap and give attention to you (;
btw thanks for the brownies which i havent tasted yet xD

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By: abdusfauzi

abdusfauzi — Wed, 05 Nov 2008 22:04:07 +0000

teddY. i'm glad when i read the final paragraph. fuh~ anyway, i shall notice you too. even i only know you through your blog, but u did inspired me on several things. your story never been a boring thing to read. i never had that kind of pressure yet, as i'm more to 'over relax' person. even tomorrow is the due that for a report, i only start writing for it in the morning of the day and this is not a good practice. i hope i will be more hardworking and prepare things earlier than usually. anyhoo. good luck to both of us! :grin: Check out abdusfauzi’s latest blog post » Dilema

By: Jas

Jas — Wed, 05 Nov 2008 09:43:03 +0000

For what is worth… If I’m your mom, I’d be very proud to have a son like you. For many reasons, Ming Yun and I like you a lot. Please give yourself some credit for the person you are ;) Study well. I’m happily slacking :D Gotta get on my feet!

You may think you are just a drop in the ocean. But the ocean would be less because of that missing drop. To me, you and Ming Yun are like… a flood. Ha ha

By: teddY

teddY — Tue, 04 Nov 2008 16:04:49 +0000

Hey NH, thanks for your time ;) I really appreciate it. I don’t expect anyone to comment since I thought it’s a rather personal post and people would usually avoid saying anything, haha!

Yea I must admit that I rarely open up on my blog nowadays… my blog is just so different than before. 4 years back when I started off blogging, everything revolved around my life and now it feels a little distant from me. I should try to get that blogging spirit back!

I usually don’t blog about reality bites since it happens to me off and on – if I keep punching it all the time on this blog it’ll be very boring to read eh? I think it’s friendship that connects us – although we’re never met before but at least we’re blog buddies!

I thought of seeking medical help too, if things get out of control like when I was in college. In fact, college was one of the darkest period of my life, I seriously did contemplated suicide. Even my parents don’t know about it. I kept everything to myself… I guess the resultant implosion will be what I get from all that self-rejection and denial.

But I’m better now! Thanks! I don’t aim to be someone great, or to achieve greatness. I remembered reading this chain mail – it asked me to list 10 people who’ve changed my life, and asked me to list 10 Nobel prize winners. Now which list did I manage to breeze through? The former. It showed me that it doesn’t take a person to do something really big or great to become famous or well-known – in fact, small acts do more good than anything else.

No, I’m nowhere better than you NH ;) seriously, I look up to you a lot! You’re like the brotherly figure that I look up to.

By: NoktahHitam

NoktahHitam — Mon, 03 Nov 2008 20:38:27 +0000

Wow, this is the first time you open up so well. Usually you held your punches when reality bites but not this time.

If you’re gone, I’ll notice it, definitely. Though we are not real friends, but as a stranger, I feel connected to you (uuuhhhhh… that sounds gay).

I was in your stage Teddy. I seek medical help. I later found out I was having problem managing my stress.

Teddy, you dont need a medal or a scroll being the best at what you are, this blog already displays your capability. I’m sure its well above mine. I assure you, I rarely bow to others and I am kiasu

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