Notebook texture is kindly created and shared by Sanami276, and just like the previous paper diary, the font used is Teenage Angst. Id has a good point there - the font looks a little too cheerful for it’s name “angst”. Hmmm 
If you have time to continue reading (the More part of this post), please do so 
oh and the tag replies are nested inside as well. Sorry! I don’t want this post to get too cluttered.
A little disappointed
Today I felt a little sad because I found out that you never really cared about my feeling since the start. I treated you with respect, and bailed you out of your problems when you needed help. I stayed up late waiting for that miserable reply, I cried my heart out on my birthday when you didn’t even wished me when you walked pass me.
After sacrificing so much personal freedom for you, being tied down numerous times by your timetable, and this is what I get?
And now I can only hide in the shadows and looking mournfully at you from your back. I don’t even dare to see you in person anymore.
You shattered me.
You were the air that I breathe, the chicken soup of my soul. You were the light in the dark, the glowing matchstick in the wind.
When I fell, you stampeded on me. You stripped me bare of my dignity, made me live for months with shame.
I lie naked on the floor. I’m already torn.
Why am I such a failure?
I’m worried.
The little kitten my brother and I unofficially adopted in the backyard seemed to have an eye injury. She (anyway, it’s a her) right eye was shut when we visited her, although the other one was wide open. She was stumbling, her walking gait was affected.
Should we bring her to the vets? I thought. But I don’t think we have enough money, and mom would get mad if we wasted (in her perspective, that is) our pocket money on that poor littke whining kitten.
I wanted to kiss her lightly on her head.
Today when we went back to the same old place and got ourselves prepared to see the worst, she’s doing fine! Maybe she got into a fight yesterday, I thought.
Get well soon my little angel *hugs*
Tag Replies!
LogicYuan: Oats is a healthy food! It also soaks up all that bad cholesterol in your blood, and yeap it prevents your body from stocking up all that irritating belly fats. 5 tablespoon for dinner is quite a lot! So you replace rice with it?
Nicholas: Thank you! I’m actually quite a newbie to designing 
heh. I’m not good at creating WP themes because of all the nasty php stuff, which will most probably drive me nuts if I ever dare to attempt. I just browse through the screenshots of the free wordpress themes online, think of a good design, grab a template to start off with and I’m in business!
Artix: Haha at least having her is better than having you-know-who (sorry it isn’t really convenient for me to write his name here). Thanks! Glad that Apollo won 4 prizes, athough that’s a little too much, lol!
momo: Woah you’re participating in another drama production? Sounds really cool! Depends la, see whether I got time or not.
samantha: Seriously IKEA’s products are top-notch! I like the store design, the handicap-friendly facilites, family-oriented shopping style… and their furnitures! OMG they’re really beautiful. I’m fine! Jobless though!
That’s all for today!
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February 27th, 2008 at 11:22 am
glad ur kitty is alright..
she looks so precious!!!
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February 27th, 2008 at 11:15 pm
She’s doing fine, I’m happy for her too! Thanks for your concern!
February 27th, 2008 at 4:41 pm
What a cute kitten. I have a female persian cat, named GirGirl. She’ll be delivering cute kittens in a month’s time. I can’t wait to see them. I’ll choose the cutest one and keep it forever. I will separate the other kittens from GirGirl because I’ll have to sacrifice a lot doing the kitten’s works such as feed them, wash the floor daily as she p*e everywhere she wants. OMG. but she’s still a cute persian cat. The paper dairy this time rocks more than the last one. Yeah, it looks like a snake
What movie was that again?? Maybe it’s not in cinemas yet in Malaysia. Hey, I’m dying to ask you this question, where do you live in Malaysia??? is it at Johore Bahru ???
February 28th, 2008 at 12:23 am
Your house cat sounds cute! Anyway I’ve heard from my friends that cats are harder to be toilet-trained as compared to dogs, maybe because they’re more stubborn than dogs
awww. But anyway if you have pets you’ll have to be mentally prepared to put up with all that problems.
The movie is titled Cloverfield, I think it is already on the Malaysian cinema screens. Oh, and I live in Petaling Jaya.
February 27th, 2008 at 5:37 pm
Your kitten is so cute! The paws! So cute! =D
Cool! You did another “paper entry”. I never knew about that little cloud formation in the “Cloverfield”, and I find it very fascinating that it wasn’t Photoshopped in the first place. Perhaps the intial designers of the poster and promotional items put that there in the first place for people to see.. or conspiracy theorists are just having a field day! Haha! Either way, I really liked the story of “Cloverfield” though I think I hated all the characters.. then again, I assume people would act like that in the face of chaos, no?
Regarding your comment on the protected blog, I checked the moderation queue and it appeared to have been eaten up. I apologise for that. =( I checked my comment script and everything else. I hope my blog doesn’t act up again!
Take care, Teddy!
Check out Id’s last blog post: Why So Serious?
February 28th, 2008 at 12:28 am
Lol thanks, but the kitten is not technically mine. Although they are fed by a family than lives near the area, I don’t think they’re tagged (thus they’re illegal pets, in other words).
For the paper entry part, actually it was created a few days back… I just saved it in TIFF format so I can modify the date later when I’m in the mood to publish it, heh. I stumbled upon this after watching a youtube video highlighting the special part of the cloud! I’m not sure whether the designers deliberately placed it in… maybe it’s an accidental mistake. But given all the secrecy behind the making of the movie, most probably they’ve did it on purpose to distract curious people. I heard they filmed fake scripts too, and faked several scenes as well. After hearing that so many people literally vomitted on their laps (motion sickness!) after watching the movie, I’ve cancelled my plan to watch it in the theatres but opted to buy the DVD
About the disappeared comment, it’s okay
it’s partially my fault, since I think I’ve entered by name wrongly (not the usual teddY, maybe because of a typo error)… so wordpress happily treated it as lunch 
don’t worry, I’ve reposted another comment for that post. Sorry!
Thanks! You take care too!